I have decided to take the plunge and get started on my BSN. I have two required classes that are outside the ‘core’ classes and so to save time and money, I’ve decided to take them at my local community college, the same school where I obtained my nursing degree.
I am required to take a biology class, and I chose one that teaches about HIV/AIDS. This is a very interesting class and quite relevant to my practice as a nurse. The class is not required as part of the nursing curriculum, but I wish it had been. It is shaping up to be fun and interesting.
The other class, however, is the dreaded statistics class.
I tried this class once before, and ended up withdrawing. My neurons weren’t making the connections properly and it felt like being immersed in a language that everyone understood except me. This time, I am going in with a hopeful attitude and an open mind.
However, I am also going in knowing that if I can’t manage to pass this class this time, I can not and will not put myself through it again. This, of course, would mean that I will not be able to attain my Bachelor’s degree, and then will ultimately not obtain my MSN either and therefore will not achieve my dream of being a Nurse Educator.
No pressure, eh?
I understand on an intellectual level that statistics are an important part of nursing in the new millennium because so much of what we do is reliant on evidence-based practice. And in order to properly use evidence-based material, we must be able to understand the research behind the studies. Yes, I see that clearly.
But on a purely emotional level, I am just hoping to pass this class with a C and be done with it.
My family is supportive. My son took statistics his first year of college and has offered to help me. My daughter, who is a freshman in high school, has also learned many of the concepts being presented and she agreed not only to help me with the concepts, but she has also volunteered to help me with my calculator. As in how to do things other than add, subtract, multiply and divide.
Oh yes, this is going to be an interesting semester all around!
Tags: biology, bsn, HIV/AIDS, nurse, nursing school, statistics



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